…The desperate plea of a soul.
I like to dig up very old poetry and make it better. I’ve been rewriting my poems and stories for so long, that I haven’t written anything new. I’m finding it difficult to start.
Whenever that would happen, I would start off with whatever lame line I could think of. I’d write one or two lines, sometime more, before finding the soul. Then those sad, introductory lines are deleted forever. No thank you, no gratitude for choppy, sad letters.
Let’s try one now and see if I can keep the first couple of lines?
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The rust, The storm, Listening to the lyrics of a sad man.
Why do we idolize and leech from disappointing spirits?
Or is it admiration for the talent we wish to wield?
There is a tinge of jealousy among the inspiration.
I weave my disappointment with a joyous word,
in hopes my joy will overcome the frown.
And it always does. This joy creates a large smile,
My strength stems from the feeling of accomplishment.
No frown, no despair can hold me very long.
When the bitter pull of jealousy crumbles you,
smile through it, keep smiling until you’re
standing above the puddle of self-hatred
You are bigger than the sticky grime of society.
And there is one who gives this joy. Find Him.